How are you in existence? – you are an individualized self aware spark of spirit in the form of a soul clothed in the lowest dimension of physical matter with a blueprint design of carbon atoms chosen by yourself to experience life on this planet.
Why are you here on Earth? – to experience the highest possible spiritual life you can as a physical being – no more no less.
What is your purpose? – to lift the veils / shields of physical, ego generated limitations away from you by increasing your vibrations and inviting the higher energies into your physical body whilst maintaining a solid grounding on the earth. To follow your soul purpose and calling.
When? – there is no when. This is not the first time the grand experiment has been run – You have done this many times before.
Where? – there is no where. There just is. You exist in all times, all places simultaneously.
What is the souls purpose? – to live life as God in a self aware individualized soul.
What is the purpose of existence? – Love is the energy that will recombine and re-unite all individual souls together as one.
What should you read? What course should you go on? What should I be doing? Who should I listen to? What should I believe in? – the answer to all of these is your Self.
The only source of Knowledge is experience - everything else is information. One cannot 'know' every grain of sand - only God knows. Find God within your Self - this is the sole purpose of Life.
Inspiration derives from the greek 'inspiritos' divine breath - is anything from the mind of imagination truly our own thoughts or is it that our only unique thoughts are derived from our own experiences, failures and successes. Everything else comes from Spirit.
There are many books one cannot read, some written in greek, some in Sanskrit, some in Hindi. We are not meant to know all things. We are limited by time, by desire and by language. Do not spend all your time researching, learning, memorising, intellectualising. Balance between external and internal input. Research then meditation and again, research then meditation - balance always.
Be patient with yourself - find your focus. Where focus goes, energy flows. Bees do not fly to every flower - they select that which will bear the most pollen. Be discerning, be selective, sort the wheat from the chaff. You are certainly not behind because you have eyes that see - look and see how many around you are blind.
If you had a bag of sweets and gave them out to all you know, you would have no sweets left for yourself . Take what you need for yourself first before you look to offer others. Self awareness and self discipline before generosity and kindness - know what you give is for the highest good of all. You cannot hand out presents if your bag is empty. Don't try too hard - all will come for what you seek outside is already within you - this is the hardest and yet easiest lesson to learn. You are only one realisation away from Ascension. It is not a journey based on time - it is not based on how close 'we are' to completion - it is an individual path just as it has always been. Whether you choose to wait in line with others or forge ahead on your own - it's up to you. Buddha was not a university graduate - intellect can be a distraction if the purpose is solely to become intellectual. Books are filled with words - life is filled with experience. Heaven is a created concept - how can one physical location satisfy all hearts desires. Heaven is found inside your heart. True heaven is the re-uniting of every atom in the every universe - as love.