A: Your heavy heartedness is created by your feelings of being unappreciated for all that you are. You give with Love only to find this is not met by others in a like manner. Why can't they see things the way I do? Why can't they appreciate what I do? Why can't they love me in the way that I want to be loved? All of your feelings come down to expectation. By giving freely of your love, without expectation of return you will start to understand that it is in giving love to others that brings the greatest rewards. You have people in your life that allow you to Love them. Anything they give in return is a bonus, when they show appreciation, tell them you love All that they are and that you appreciate them too. It is building upon a free flowing path of Love rather than paths of expectation, that you will create joy in your heart. Give Love freely, knowing that this alone is enough, these feelings will bring you peace and joy, not the actions of others in response.
Q: What do I need to be doing to find my purpose and manifest all my desires?
A: Firstly, stop looking for a purpose and relax into who you are right now. It is the process of not being fully present in the moment and feeling unsettled and non purposeful that places you where you are. If you are looking for the next job, or the next relationship, or next event to move you from where you are now to the next level, then upon achieving that level, you will start to look once again at what is next. Always your life will be focused on what is next rather than enjoying what is Now.
Your Higher Self already knows what it is that will create happiness for you, for happiness is already within you once you have cleared away all that is preventing you from seeing who and what you already are. Happiness does not arrive in a box, it does not knock at the door and walk in, it does not lie on a sunbed, sit in your driveway or hang in your wardrobe. Happiness is the journey to achieving your purpose, whatever that may be. Happiness is the feeling of desire itself not the final manifestation as a reward of your efforts. It is the warm glow of bliss that resides within you from the Light that exists there.
Q: Do you know what your purpose is?
A: Don't know yet but I am loving the journey finding out despite it being really difficult at times.
Q: What have you got to show for what you have done so far?
A: Well, we still have a while to go but every Now and then, I get the amazing feelings of Love and Joy, health and vitality, peace and comfort. Isn't that a great start?