My mother constantly puts me down, she’s sarcastic and toxic, disregards my feelings and is more concerned with her own life and doesn’t care about how I am and what I am doing. She is always cautioning me about the worst things that can happen so leaves me in a constant state of anxiety and worry about what I want to do. She puts me in the darkest places and I swear that is why I’ve attracted other people being nasty to me too. I want to go to her to talk about my feelings and what is going on with me but her saying constant nasty things about me is affecting my confidence and making me feel worse about myself. And because of her, others are doing the same too. Why can’t she see that? I know that you told me that telling her how nasty she can be will not resolve this, but what can I do?
I must say I really enjoy your posts so thank you for that. First let me tell you that I believe that there is life after death and that we create our own reality. I understand that we arrive on earth mostly unaware that we have already chosen what we want to experience in this lifetime.
I would like to ask you some questions I have about the light show I experience when I meditate. If you could give me any info that would be great. :)
I need to ask a question, sorry, but am I going mad seeing all this spirit stuff around me or what? It’s intense and unusual and I wonder what is real. Three people say I have psychosis, whatever that is! I ask you because you seem to be connected.
I wanted to know how I can continue to develop myself spiritually, help others and somehow stay in higher vibrations when my own family and friends are still being negative and living in lower vibrations and negative emotions?
If the main person in your life calls you the most terrible awful things when they feel hurt, but you know their background and where it may come from, and you don't fully identify with it anyway. and you become desensitised in the end....should you leave? I had hoped that we would get to our dream. ...but waiting for that I may miss what my life purpose and gift for expression really is. There is a lot of love there but maybe now I can see that it cannot work. I feel I have something special to do. ..and I want to get there.
If you thought you know your life's purpose, but all doors seem to open then close. ...is it best to admit defeat and give up?
Even if to give up is almost impossible.
How can I be around other lower vibration people and not take on their energy.
I am feeling extra sensitive at the moment. I want to be in a position to spread love and light without compromising my own energy...; )
Since our consultation session, I have noticed a huge change during a healing session I did this am!!!!
It was as if a veil had been lifted between the dimensions , that we have gone up an octave if that makes sense!!
I was able to access past events which seems to be suspended in the ethers way above the recipients crown chakra...her higher self / god self seemed to be giving her permission to just surrender and let go. She knew nothing of course as to what was happening but I knew this was a major shift...so thank you for doing what you did which has so plainly removed barriers ? The only way I can describe at this moment in time.
What do I need to be doing to find my purpose and manifest all my desires?
I understand from what you wrote that everything is already created, its a matter of what we choose as a soul, which path? So in the example of the painting that already exists & I am merely rearranging particles to bring it into existence, at what point do I make that choice to re arrange those particles, how does that come about? Is it the souls calling? Am I just part of the co-creation with the person who wants the painting?
How do we measure if we still have lower vibrations that need clearing?